| Sunday, January 25, 2004 |
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Since Thursday, everything has been going wrong.
I have been trying to listen to my own advice, but how much is one person supposed to take before they explode. I recently told someone that the breakdown (when everything seems to be going wrong) means that good thinks are coming. I am trying very hard to believe this.
I have spent this weekend repeating my words of advice over and over to myself. I keep telling myself that all my posts were preparing me for the bad news I was going to get.
Individually the bad news I have gotten is not that bad. But all together, one bad thing after another, is making me feel really shitty.
I don't even feel like sugar coating anything. I don't feel like finding the perfect quote to make me feel better or thing about things differently. I want to stomp my feet and cry like a baby, curse and throw things.
I feel like saying this sucks and this is shitty and unfair. So, that is what I am going to say today. And that is the most honest thing I have said all weekend. And I don't feel better now, but I am glad I said what I said. It does feel good to be honest. |
posted by Kelly @ 1/25/2004 12:41:00 PM   |
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